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Warning – This post is about depression, and how I’m feeling. If you don’t want to know, don’t click on the link.

I’ve been drug free for nearly four weeks, and it’s beginning to show. The past few days I’ve been slipping slowly but surely back towards clinical depression, with the crying and the insomnia and the lack of motivation. Coursework is getting much harder, and it’s getting more difficult to concentrate in lectures. We’ve got 3 exams coming up at the end of the year (20th – 22nd June) and they seem impossible to pass. I feel like jacking the whole Uni thing in; just giving up.

I know that it’s the depression talking, making the future seem bleak, but I can’t seem to shake the feeling that it’s all pointless. Hopefully it’s mainly PMT causing the sudden dip in mood, but if not then I definately need to be looking for some kind of medication. I should know in a few days anyway.

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