Honesty
I like to think that via my blog I am pretty open about my life, and events that occur within it. I do so in the hope that some of it may help others in similar situations, and so that people can keep up with events without having to be in touch with me.
That’s why I feel I need to write about this. Six weeks ago, my boyfriend split with me. I feel no need to go into details, save to say that my depression was a major part of it, and that I don’t blame him.
So how does a depressed person cope with the loss of her boyfriend, her best friend and her strongest support in one go? She doesn’t.
I’m not coping, but I am surviving, due mainly to my parents. But term starts in a week, with two exams followed by a pretty hectic timetable. My consultant should be contacting me in the next couple of days, and I guess we’ll go from there.
I just don’t see things getting better any time soon.